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March 6th, 2022
04:45 am I discovered the obstacles to togetherness. That, in itself, although a tiny action, was and remains of value.
Earth now is old. i have only Spent a couple of years getting to know Boulder.
So many people isolated from each other. “Alone together.” I feel thatI know why, however, now. Why and how. A story begins, and\j\ it CAN’T just be, “August 8. I went here and did X.”
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March 3rd, 2022
01:06 pm - Follow the paper trail What my family has done in the wake of my mother’s life and death has been To wobble, uncertainly.
Now that she is gone,I wonder; ‘why are we here?”
But I remind myself that Maureen’s spirit is Is that of a gifted, genius artisan.
We are all together, without her physicality, for some “reason.”
The story gets better, and also, worse, for me. Time to try to interpret my dreams. In Philadelphia. Left Boulder by jet sometime in November...
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April 2nd, 2021
06:08 am - Dear Siouxie. Dear SusieSoo
I believe in entropy but I don't believe in time. Time is alive they use to enslave us.
So I didn't listen to slowdive tonight. I didn't listen to melt before I went to sleep.
Don't take it the wrong way I wanted to listen to those songs a lot.
But I'm not laying down to die this morning
I'm just laying down.
You know the story. Once I was engaged to a Christian girl.
I told her I didn't think Jews and Muslims were going to hell
She threw the book at me you know, the Book. THAT'S the time I decided to lay down and die with a belly full of pills.
All I had to accompany to the Next world was Nocturne.
'I am already dead' is a powerful meme.
I need a better computer I'm tired of trying to DJ for myself with this handheld piece of garbage this stupid plastic brick
Just living my cyberpunk dream.
But you're IN it. You're my psychopomp, my companion on my journey to the other side.
After that Christian girl said those mean things to me, after I committed to spend the rest of my life to her and she was so cruel everything felt like a waste and all I wanted to do was lay down and die.
She made me feel like I have failed God.
It took me decades to want to be alive again.
But your music will always be close to me.
There's something eternal about it like it could be coming out tomorrow or next month.
I wish it was I wish you'd reissue
A lot of these kids really don't know what punks about. They think they do.
I think I do. I'm just an old kid.
It took me so many years to stop destroying my mind.
It took me so many years to trust people again to trust myself.
So I'm not listening to those songs tonight before I go to sleep or rather this morning
Because I'm not laying down to die I'm just laying down.
Soon, though. Teresa had let me down completely. I just wanted to feel my belly with drugs and lay down to die to wait for you. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: cars going by.
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August 26th, 2020
08:58 pm
girl.trouble Strawberry Par Fay 
My serenity sources from other people rushing up to share their feelings with me without being begged, coaxed, or tricked...unsolicited emotion.
It has occurred so many times that I have learned that it can be relied upon. people who don’t understand that...don’t! They come from lack and desperation, and their journeys are important, also…
...but I am less in denial. I live in a mode of trust of the cosmos and phenomena, and my proof, my ‘insurance’ is the fact in my memory: how much time has passed without my faith in the universe letting me down.
Admittedly, Nana Mother Nature passed away. She was nearly one hundred years old, and had been tired of being alive -- bored, and lonely, basically, for people who had expired decades before -- for ten years before she expired.\ 
That was not really a case of the universe letting me down. It was basically a surprise.
 









Chapter 2
Nobody owns the world....because you can’t take it with you


The Perfect Soulflowers 1. cat goes to boulder, leaves the group behind to innovate jazz techniques, discovers superlocrian mode, but nearly freezes to death. 2. kanna saves him, after watching news reports telling of near freezing cold and record snow in boulder. she finds him in an ice hut, still playing in superlocrian. 3. they spend the day after xmas relaxing at the motel at the foot of the mountain. cat has the chills and relaxes in the tub, kanna spends time channel surfing and getting drunk. 4. kanna wants to know why cat spent so much time in boulder: no reason that he would stay in those conditions just for music. cat tells kanna the story of the would be seductive singer, bernie, the pill popping slut and how she almost convinced him to abandon the soulflowers and stay in the mountain. it's a psychedelic dream sequence with tears, irony and ero... 5. the soulflowers reunite in delaware with more guitar sound than ever. there is a great gig at cafe new age in newark. april is there, and cat is tense. (this is different than "shoujo", there are five girls and one boy but the boy is only linked with one of the girls, the other girls all have different or no attachments. two are very promiscuous bisexuals.) 


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August 25th, 2020
04:03 am - The New Normals Are Kidding Themselves
///// Two decades ago we began the project of becoming Rootless Cosmopolitans, determined to sift the detritus of all tribes, cultures & civilizations (including our own) for viable fragments--& to synthesize from this mess of potsherds a living system of our own--lest (as Blake warned) we become slaves to someone else's. ///// If some Javanese sorcerer or Native American shaman possesses some precious fragment I need for my own "medicine pouch," should I sneer & quote Bakunin's line about stringing up priests with bankers' guts? or should I remember that anarchy knows no dogma, that Chaos cannot be mapped--& help myself to anything not nailed down?  --Bey, TAZ In smooth space, the line is therefore a vector, a direction and not a dimension or metric determination. It is a space constructed by local operations involving changes in direction. These changes in direction may be due to the nature of the journey itself, as with the nomads of the archipelagoes (a case of "directed" smooth space); but it is more likely to be due to the variability of the goal or point to be attained, as with the nomads of the desert who head toward local, temporary vegetation (a "nondirected" smooth space). Directed or not, and especially in the latter case, smooth space is directional rather than dimensional or metric. Smooth space is filled by events or haeccities, far more than by formed and perceived things. --Deleuze & Guattari, A Thousand Plateaus, 478 (quoted in Rhizomes) the rootless wanderer Stuart Molthrop says that Bey "invokes nomadology to justify his 'temporary autonomous zone'" in an "homage" to the work of Deleuze & Guattari (Molthrop 300). Is this really the case? Bob Black, for one, has made much more explicit use of the notion of nomads and hunter-gatherers. The people and situations that Bey takes as his inspiration are generally physically rooted; the pirates and Tongs are mobile in that their social structure, not their physical location is variable and temporary. The members of a Tong may be perfectly respectable poets or businessmen to the outside world, salt-of-the-earth citizens of their community. Pirates, while less secret about their activities, had cities and communities of their own. However, just as the nomads link their movement and behavior to the "local, temporary vegetation," the pirate/Tong/TAZ links its behavior to temporary, local goals--disturb the peace, rob a ship, have an orgy (or possibly just dinner)--and can vanish literally overnight. That is the reason the TAZ is not a PAZ; within the social arena, they can pull up their roots and vanish, re-entering the world as "normal" citizens. Captain Morgan, lest we forget, betrayed his friends and returned to polite English-colonial as royal governor of Jamaica. While hopefully most TAZs can avoid the superimposition of the State and will not come to such and end, the stain of the TAZ is obviously an impermanent thing; many of the pirates just took the royal pardon and moved on. Further, as the above quote illustrates, Bey envisions the philosophy of the TAZ to be an impermanent thing, a bricolage, a catch-as-you-can medley of beliefs. The spiritual landscape of the TAZ can be a collage of belief systems--the TAZ-dweller as spiritual nomad?   q: Explain yourself to the Normals.
a: We are counterculturalists. As such, we accept the subconscious tendency of humans to block out things which are frightening to them by virtue of their unfamiliarity.
It can be retroactively deduced that, in situation after situation, our pre-evolved ancestors survived because of fear of the unknown; H. Habilis and others who existed in the final years of the Giant Lizards developed fear of the unknown. Now, we all, mainstream and committed counterculturalists alike live in an age of artificial scarcity, maintained by ignorance and fear. In the United States and many other nations the government has been paying farmers not to grow food for decades--murdering millions who starved on steady diets of bureaucratic indifference. 
It was the bohemian intellectual Theodore “Ted” Roszak who crystallized the idea that a (then) youthful “counter-culture” would be a realistic force against what he called in his 1969 treatise “The Technocracy.” Our main argument when questioned by Normals is that a counter-culture is a culture. Too often we are judged by our outward appearances and written off as if we were made out of bizarre quirks. When we are judged by our outward appearances, quirks may be all that is apparent to the superficial observer. Prejudice and its’ superficial analyses were viewed by many of those who, upon completing education processes in the second half of the 1960s, chose to find a different way of existence than the limited pathways provided by the existing main stream of culture. 
This rejection of prejudice by youth emerging into adulthood was conveyed by an Information Age that was more powerful than at any previous time in the recorded development of human history.
Roszak is hardly remembered as a great thinker. When he died in 2011, obituaries described him as the wonk whose greatest achievement was to coin the term “counter culture” to describe the liberal antiinstitutionalism of Sixties radicals. In 1969, there were hundreds of radical or quasi-radical groups with vaguely overlapping sensibilities: Krishnas, Black Panthers, doves, stoners, acidheads, hippies, Yippies, Weathermen. Recognising, as many did, that these groups had something in common was much simpler than spelling out where their commonality lay. By Roszak’s reckoning, the one thing these groups shared was an enemy. What hippies called the Man or the System or the Establishment, he called “technocracy”: the scientific managerial approach that sustained a hyper-organised industrial society. For many of Roszak’s generation, the consummate technocrat was Lyndon Johnson’s defense secretary Robert McNamara, former president of the Ford Motor Company. Mcnamara had tried to run the Vietnam War effort in much the same bloodless manner he’d brought to the factory lines at Ford, with disastrous results. Technocracy was not left wing (McNamara himself was a Republican), but it wasn’t right wing, either. It was, to be sure, a political ideology—the elevation of bureaucracy above freedom and dignity—but voting Democratic or Republican wouldn’t defeat it. Nor, Roszak argued, would the tactics that the left had been using for the last few decades: “If the melancholy history of revolution over the past half-century teaches us anything, it is the futility of a politics which concentrates itself single-mindedly on the overthrowing of governments, or ruling classes, or economic systems. This brand of politics finishes with merely redesigning the turrets and towers of the technocratic citadel.” … Yet despite its flaws, Roszak’s analysis of technocracy is still illuminating. https://www.technocracy.news/technocracy-operates-outside-of-left-or-right/
Free Will Realist Rob Brezsny is quoted as saying:
“Neither Terence McKenna or Robert Anton Wilson ever invoked the word ‘pronoia’ as far as I know, but they both added nuance to the concept.

“McKenna said, ‘I believe reality is a marvelous joke staged for my edification and amusement, and everybody is working very hard to make me happy.’
Wilson offered advice about the proper way to rehearse a devotion to pronoia:
"You should view the world as a conspiracy run by a very closely-knit group of nearly omnipotent people, and you should think of those people as yourself and your friends." 
In particular, Maxwell describes the sub-genii as “anarcho magicalists.” He asserts: "We believe that if we choose now to know what we and we alone deem worthy of wanting, then all the universe conspires to help us achieve it."

Black-barred gold tip (Colotis eris eris), male, Lake Baringo, Kenya photo by Chuck Sharp
Current Mood: Welcome to Aquarius! Current Music: World Entertainment War - "Garbage Land"
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August 20th, 2020
02:06 pm - it can't end like this.
This cannot end America.
It has been creepy, meeting Nazi American postpunks. Creepy and a cause for pause. I even argue about the term “Neo-Nazi,” because they are nothing “neo,” it’s the same old Nazis.
I need to rewrite the entire fucking page, the entire fucking report. Because of what it is and how it is not discontinued. Because of Bush and Trump, and more because of Bush than Trump! Trump is taking all the attention and his cronies and accomplices in conspiracy are giggling and smirking. Decades have passed, and I am learning about this stuff for the first time.
I can see by the manifestation and display of Project Paperclip, what it was and is that rewriting the page will be the best way of learning the facts.
If there had been no “Project Paperclip,” the chances are GREAT that I would have learned more about this NAZI CRAP in school.
Especially given the sort of arguments I have heard from people who insisted that they were only working for money...which leaves this monologue returning to its’ initial point before it gets very extensive: Nazi postpunks that I have encountered in life, and how ploddingly dull and creepy that they all have been. Unilaterally.
There was a “Hogan’s Heroes” marathon on SUNDANCE earlier this week. I tuned in and watched, remembering that I had watched the same shows, every single one of them, when I was in single digits. I fell asleep and woke up in front of Colonel Klink and all the rest of them many times...I realised that I had watched every episode of “Hogan’s Heroes” a long time before Richard Dawson became the host of “Family Feud.”
So my current ideas on resistance are somewhat based on fictional accounts of the war of Nazi Germany on the rest of the world. And it becomes obvious to me as I observe people dimly waking up to the reality of Project Paperclip that the information available needs to be updated for clarity. The fact that Project Paperclip exists at all was subterfuge, obfuscation: including the name change to Operation Overcast.
Everything since has been confusion, obfuscation, determined and relentless lies and deceit, including the fact that there was no Central Intelligence Agency until the Nazis secretly had boots on the ground in the United States. Then, “the Con was On!” And it’s still on, and their adherents and sympathisers are in the United States, and they are not caricatures like Colonel Klink.
It’s terrible! Hellacious! The worst! Because I look at that cartoon version of Klink made for the Simpsons and I begin to laugh uncontrollably. It’s madness!
Yeah, I needed a good laugh, but this is serious. I don’t know if Matt Groening knew about Project Paperclip when they invited that actor to be in an episode of The Simpsons...but Homer is a moron, and that’s the point. Gotta get real. A few weeks ago, this entire thought coalesced in my mind:
Homer Simpson Is The Worst President Ever.
And this is truly bad! Truly bad, terrible. Because he’s a fucking moron. He, by himself, is not “out-thinking” everyone in the United States and the free world. A conspiracy put him into power, a conspiracy stretching out over the decades since those secret Nazi files were put behind That Paperclip.
Once upon a time in reality, there was an Office of Strategic Services. Then, “Something Happened” and there was a CIA where there had been no CIA before. The CIA was created while the Nazi rocketeers...and other science-types were in the United States, “doing things.” I can’t get an “A” on this paper, today.
I desperately need to earn an “A” but I don’t have all the information. I’ll have it if I study, and I intend to study. But I don’t have all the information, and having a background in Hogan’s Heroes and Captain America and the Falcon is not enough if I want to live, and be more than a suicide bomb with the best of intentions.
My basic overview as of today is that when the German science corps were secretly brought into the United States, they wanted to win for Nazi Germany. The ideological gap between the United States and Nazi Germany is complete: but the Nazis found comrades in the leftovers of the Confederacy, bitter losers who had been raised on the Confederate rhetoric that the loss of slave labour was a denial of freedom by some fictional “Army of Northern Aggression” that never was, except in the minds of the delusional Confederate losers.
Don can be as Bavarian as he fucking wants to be: the chances of Nazi ideology suddenly resurging and defeating the United States’ stated agenda of liberty and justice for all under law and God is small, very small.
But attention has to be paid by any who have the presence of mind to understand what’s going on when people insist that “there’s no conspiracy, those are just conspiracy theorists, anyone suggesting conspiracy is insane!” Those are the conspiracists, right there, as sure as there was no real CIA until the German rocketeers were secretly imported into the United States.
Rocket science is just the beginning of it.
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On September 20, 1945, President Truman signed Executive Order 9621, terminating the OSS. The State Department took over the Research and Analysis Branch; it became the Bureau of Intelligence and Research, The War Department took over the Secret Intelligence (SI) and Counter-Espionage (X-2) Branches, which were then housed in the new Strategic Services Unit (SSU). Brigadier General John Magruder (formerly Donovan's Deputy Director for Intelligence in OSS) became the new SSU director. He oversaw the liquidation of the OSS and managed the institutional preservation of its clandestine intelligence capability.[62]
In January 1946, President Truman created the Central Intelligence Group (CIG), which was the direct precursor to the CIA. SSU assets, which now constituted a streamlined "nucleus" of clandestine intelligence, were transferred to the CIG in mid-1946 and reconstituted as the Office of Special Operations (OSO). The National Security Act of 1947 established the first permanent peacetime intelligence agency in the United States, the Central Intelligence Agency, which then took up OSS functions. The direct descendant of the paramilitary component of the OSS is the CIA Special Activities Division.
Germany by way of Austria also give us Freud and Jung, and we can see that, via some mystery, psychoanalysis stops with Freud and Jung, and the best attempts of others to add more to the discussion has done nothing to replace those two “jotunn” of psychoanalysis.
This could be the last stand of Global Fascism, an ideological stand. But I can see the paranoia… 
It’s like the title of the book, “The Unseen Role Of Denial,” implies.
Once the role of denial is seen, it is seen and it’s hard to un-see it… 
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August 14th, 2020
07:08 pm - YOU ARE ALL DISEASED -- George Carlin
the sick thing is: everything. i had a stuck load. it was shit and i sat down on the bowl three times, and nothing happened. i started to laugh.
my first experience with colonic irrigation was in 2008-ish, i made a batch of master cleanse and drank it while chilling in the West End with friends and acquaintainces. I got one funny look from a guy who questioned what I had in the bottle. weird stuff: one part lemon juice some cayenne pepper lots of grade a maple syrup -- that has to be grade a and not Log Cabin (which is funny) -- Log Cabin is mostly high-fructose corn syrup. it lacks the healing modalities of Grade A Maple...and fill it out with spring water.
amazing dark shits come out and blood rushes to the head. i did a partial cleanse a few years later,but, thing is-- feeling the head rush after completing defecatory activities. as in:
the body works this way, at least in part:
blood vessels rush to the lower abdomen, away from the brain, after a meal. they have to to facilitate digestive processes. arguably, ¨natural¨ but, emphasis on the but, when the bowel does not completely empty out and it never does -- “You can’t get all the dirt out of your belly button. No man can.” Tropic of Cancer
the bloodstream still sends its’ workers to the lower intestine as long as there is stuff “sticking to your ribs.” If this goes on without intestinal irrigation the result is Impacted Mucoid Foecal Syndrome, or behaving in shitty ways. Because your blood stream is not clean. It’s literally more shitty. This causes almost every other sickness, including being a constant tax on the immunity factors of the body, lymph, white blood, and so forth. Colonic irrigation is lied about by big pharma in cahoots with big animal slaughter, because one sells McDoom Burgers and the other sells metamucil.
Most people who have not come to terms with their worms need ‘em flushed out. Right now as I go to press buttons on this Chromebook, worms have been flushed out by the many other vermifugal techniques that I have discovered since I learned what a great thing colonic irrigation via the mastercleanse can be.
Chronic And Tragic 
the way that people giggle like fools and change the subject when health of the gastrointestinal tract is talked about, because, in a straight line, the amount of foecal matter constantly leaching from that leaky ol gut -- or even a functioning gut, because that’s what villi are supposed to do…
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 IF YOU TRUST WIKIPEDIA AS A SOLE SOURCE OF INFO YOU WILL DIE!!!
Mucoid plaque (or mucoid cap or rope) is a pseudoscientific term used by some alternative medicine advocates to describe what is claimed to be a combination of harmful mucus-like material and food residue that they say coats the gastrointestinal tract of most people. The term was coined by Richard Anderson, a naturopath and entrepreneur, who sells a range of products that claim to "cleanse" the body of such purported plaques.[1] Many such "colon cleansing" products are promoted to the public on websites that have been described as making misleading medical claims.[2] The presence of laxatives, bentonite clay, and fibrous thickening agents in some of these "cleansing agents" has led to suggestions that the products themselves produce the excreted matter regarded as the plaque.[2][3] The concept of a 'mucoid plaque' has been dismissed by medical experts as having no anatomical or physiological basis.[4][5][6] --------------------------------------------------------------- YES, there are death-dealing conspiracy level deals between corporations that sell deadly impacted mucous buildup in the lower intestines.. LIES, DEADLY LIES like that weakapedia article above are decided upon by corporations like (Metamucil) and (McDonalds) because if people used more non-invasive homeopathic remedies, the United States would no longer be the world leader. In morbid fucking obesity that wrecks lives, destroys families and earns trillions. Daily.
 
What is MUCOID PLAQUE? https://www.miamicolontherapy.com/what-is-mucoid-plaque/ Answer by Richard Anderson, N.D., N.M.D. “The intestines can store a vast amount of partially digested, putrefying matter (as well as drugs and other toxic chemicals) – for decades even. Some intestines, when autopsied, have weighed up to 40 pounds and were distended to a diameter of 12 inches with only a pencil-thin channel through which the feces could move. That 40 pounds was due to caked layers of encrusted mucus mixed with fecal matter, bizarrely resembling hardened blackish-green truck tire rubber or an old piece of dried rawhide. I call this mucoid plaque. This mucoid plaque, when it is removed during an intensive colon cleanse, often shows rope-like twists, striations, overlaps, folds, creases – the shape and texture of the intestinal wall. Mucoid plaque may vary considerably, depending on the chemical conditions in a person’s intestines. It may be hard and brittle: it may be firm and thick; tough, wet, and rubbery; soft, thick, and mucoid; or soft, transparent, and thin; it can range in color from light brown, black, or greenish-black to yellow or grey, and sometimes emits an intensely foul odor. One client I know, in the course of a month-long colon cleanse, passed a single length of mucoid plaque 15 feet long; another client excreted a total of 11 pounds of mucoid plaque during a cleanse. it is not unusual to pass a total of 35 to 45 feet of plaque, often in the last week. In our clinical experience of monitoring thousands of intensive colon cleanse programs over the last 14 years, most people pass a staggering amount of this strange substance. I coined the term mucoid plaque, meaning a film of mucus, to describe the unhealthy accumulation of abnormal mucus matter on the walls of the intestines. Conventional medicine knows this as a layering of mucin or glycoproteins (made up of 20 amino acids and 50% carbohydrates) which are naturally and appropriately secreted by intestines as protection from acids and toxins. However, mucoid plaque is different from the mucosal lining (mucosa) of the gastrointestinal tract. The latter acts as a necessary buffer to the gastrointestinal wall and as a lubricant for peristalsis; it is also responsible for the secretion of mucins which comprise mucoid plaque. The cells of the outermost layer of the mucosa (the epithelium) stay fresh and vital, renewing themselves every four to seven days. It sounds paradoxical, but medical research indicates that mucoid plaque is a normal self-defense measure – natural protection from unnatural toxins. Evidence indicates that mucoid plaque, with the possible exception of that found in the stomach, is unnatural to the healthy body and is found only after the body has moved away from perfect health and into a diseased state. The theory goes that if you were completely healthy, your system would produce no mucoid plaque because it wouldn’t need to.
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11:33 am - almost isn't exactly.
why are you anarchist? it's a lawless, chaotic waste of time. someone has to be in charge...
maybe i feel less stupid not following stupid leaders. maybe i do NOT feel like i must do as other uninformed or badly informed people do, maybe i don't feel like i have to become the blind, following the blind into blind alleys.
ARTSCOMMUNITY Operation Paper Clip ‘Whitewashed’ Nazi ExistenceThe Breman Museum’s founding archivist pens book about former Nazis helping the U.S. space program.I had just finished watching the intense Showtime drama “Hunters,” which dealt with a group of people hunting Nazis across America, when I began reading “Whitewashed” by Sandy Berman, founding archivist of The William Breman Jewish Heritage Museum. As soon as I read the synopsis and saw the similar theme to “Hunters,” in regard to Operation Paperclip, I volunteered to write a review. I had never heard of Operation Paperclip and did not have a chance to research its validity after watching “Hunters.” Berman’s novel did a great job detailing this secret government project that brought more than 1,600 German scientists and engineers – many of whom were former members and some, former leaders of the Nazi Party – to the United States after World War II (1945-1959) to work on the space program. The project also provided the U.S. a military advantage in the Soviet–American Cold War. As a result, the U.S. government “whitewashed” the past records of the German scientists and engineers so no questions would be asked about their elicit war activities. Get The AJT Newsletter by email and never miss our top storiesFREE SIGN UP  Sandy Berman is the founding archivist of The Breman Museum. Berman’s novel centers on the 118 former Nazi scientists and engineers brought to Huntsville, Ala., in 1950 to work on the space program. Wrapped around these factual recounts is a story of lost love and the truth behind the events of an alleged suicide of a Jewish student. This all led to the discovery of the details behind Operation Paperclip. I am not usually a big fan of stories that consistently flash forward and back in time, but Berman was outstanding in paralleling the events of the past (1942 to 1950) with the events of 1968, when the story is based. As Carl Sagan once famously said “You have to know the past to understand the present.”  Lou Ladinsky Once I started reading the book, I found it hard to put down. The characters felt true-to-life around the real historical events of the times. It left me with a hunger to learn more about Operation Paperclip and to understand the dividing line between science, with its race for technology, and the balance of humankind. Berman’s novel has me now questioning whether it was morally right for the United States to bring these individuals into our country while ignoring their detestable war crimes, without any punishment or accountability. It is sometimes scary to think about the offspring of these individuals living among us today who may carry the same distorted ideological thoughts of their predecessors. Let’s hope not.
Kudos, but this article is wrong, and should be corrected, and the mistake not repeated. PROJECT PAPERCLIP was the name given to the secret program of bringing Nazi Germany's rocket scientists (and others) secretly into the United States' decision making machine. Shortly after it began it was blabbed about and the name was changed to OPERATION OVERCAST.
There was no "Operation Paper Clip." In this case-sensitive online world, where a password will not function if one character is wrong, it's crucial to correctly name things...
it's a sign of the deceitfulness of the Nazis that people attempting to figure out how they manifest in modern headlines are still tragically fumbling in the dark
Such is how Drumpf justifies his compulsive verbal falsehoods. "Yeah, but what are you gonna do about it?" is the attitude of so many.
Dylan has a new album out...
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06:14 am - If this goes on, revolt in 2100.
 This ridiculousness is because there is no such person as United States Space Force. Some individual composed the message above and then hid behind the false egolessness of public service. Someone with no skill or adeptitude at composition and the barest awareness of sentence structure.
One thing that makes me feel that resistance is NOT useless is the thumb-fingered struggle with language of some General, Senator or perhaps Bridenstein...whoever typed that difficult call-to-arms...
My emphasis is that this determined approach to near-Earth space is taking place during the Sars-CoV-2 crisis and the battle for the Presidency. The Trump Organization have been planning on acquiring Lunar and Arean real estate: they have it in their sights and could give a damn about the will of the people. Trump has set his sights on Planet Four.
-- because these militarists lack the vision to get humanity into interstellar space, period, they can't do it for thousands of reasons --
Current Music: hassled, early morning hammering
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August 12th, 2020
11:38 am - Discordian AlmaKnack for JULY 2018, right on time

July 2018 Closes In A Cloud Of State-Sanctioned Denial And Dishonesty Via Omission: Fake President Is A Fake Blonde
can the weirdest conspiracy theories cancel each other out? or, do the weird parallel threads somehow overlap in a sort of strange infobraid?
The Theorists Imply that The North Koreans will never launch a nuclear device. No nation will ever be actually able to launch a nuclear device, because the powerful aliens that have communicated with Earth governments since the time that Einstein made headlines have the values of Hippy Abbie Hoffman and overwhelming powers of technology that neutralize nuclear weapons, and have been doing so - to the surprise and fear of the Pentagon and the Kremlin alike since the 1970s. The children that have disappeared under the foul administration of fake President ‘Maffiya Don’ Trump have been taken to Mars and Area Fifty-One to do what rich, racist White Americans use Latin laborers for - to clean toilets and so forth. At Area Fifty-One and on Mars and the Moon, where a Secret Space Program has been maintaining a slavery operation with technology there is Never A Straight Answer about when people enquire.
Yes, these are conspiracy theories, like the theory that Richard M. Nixon was a crook. (cataleptik.net - TRUER than they wish had been disclosed.)
You Don’t Get It The sad things about Abbie Hoffman had to do with context and perspective, and misunderstanding. When Abbie Hoffman said “I want to destroy Amerika,” he was saying he wanted to save America. Later radical intellectuals went so far as to say that they wanted to destroy Amerikkka. People heard what Hoffman and other intellectual, radical, rational anarchists were saying, but they didn’t get the emphasis. They didn’t understand what Hoffman was saying about Freedom and Bravery...
I’m a b-boy, standing in my b-boy stance Hurry up and give me the microphone before I bust in my pants The mad author of anguish, my language polluted Onyx is heavyweight and still undisputed You took the words right out my mouth now walk a mile in my shoes I paid so many dues, I feel used and abused and I’m so confused Excuse me, for example I’m an inspiration of a whole generation And unless you got ten sticky fingers it’s an imitation A figment of your imagination Bu-bu-bu-but wait it gets worse I’m not watered down so I’m dying of thirst Coming through with a scam, foolproof plan B-boys make some noise, and just, just slam
To understand Hip Hop, understand dialect. understand cultural history and difference, and look AT the lines before you try to read them
Not American? "Black English" in America can be compared to Cockney. It is the dialect of common folk, not the correct 'King's English.' The slang reflects the sufferings of the indentured and the descendants of the indentured, okay? The deeply prejudiced have already made their minds up. To the openminded, bacdafucup and open your mind.
And remember, without "Mother Fuckers," nobody would BE here.

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August 11th, 2020
11:10 pm - What Are You Doing Here?


 
well, come back to lurking and cursing me in comments. come back to contradicting harshly all the people who love me and my input and miss it when it’s gone. come back with your tiny mind of pain. 
“Marques saved my life, actually, with his terrible ‘Final Vodka’ joke.” --- Chelsea Handler

Chelsea Handler TwitQuote 8.8.2020 This says, “the best sexual partner during the pandemic is yourself or someone you live with” — well, I’ve been living with my sister, so there’s that. 
BBC Newsbeat @BBCNewsbeat · 14h New sex advice includes:
: Avoiding kissing
: Wearing a face covering
: Choosing positions that aren't face-to-face during sex

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No hurry - 
it’s not like “the meter’s running” 
    
in a mode of passion unrelenting, marques
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August 9th, 2020
11:45 pm
  
(The image could not be displayed because it contains Eeerish…shmeerish) - ~cat.chips circa 8/9/2020 
Dear G-d,
thanx for the LSD! We’ll look into it soon. Discordians U. K.
Many miles away...pirate television. some might guess that pirate tv is pointless in an age where everyone has access. but it’s the spirit of illegal information, banned facts, samizdata.    
when you are a big chunk of the bloody third world, the booty just comes with the groceries!
Deranged “edits” segue into a cascade of echoing glossolaliac madness, the voicing of lyric ruminations from the free-falling brains of disintegrating personalities. The Church of the SubGenius BRAIN TOOLKIT AND SURREALITY REBOOT |

(Click HERE to become an ORDAINED SUBGENIUS MINISTER.)

https://kpfa.org/program/puzzling-evidence/ 
PUZZLING EVIDENCE A series of suggestive costume-party photos of Democratic congressional candidate Krystal Ball dressed in a revealing outfit with a man with a sex toy on his nose have drawn new attention to the race. 
Ball is a political newcomer in her first run for Congress, taking on U.S. Rep. Rob Wittman, R- Westmoreland, in Virginia's 1st District which stretches from Newport News to Fredericksburg. Ball admitted she was "embarrassed" when the photos emerged this week on two conservative blogs and said they were put out as part of a coordinated effort to undermine her campaign. "I'm pretty angry about it," Ball said. "It's outrageous. It's incredibly sexist." Ball, 29, confirmed that the photos are of her and her ex-husband during a private holiday party held shortly after Ball graduated from college six years ago. Ball is dressed in a skimpy Christmas-themed Santa outfit and is leading around a man dressed as a reindeer by a leash. The man's nose, in an explicit nod to Rudolph the Red Nosed Reindeer, is a bright red sex toy. 
Ball said Wednesday she was shocked and angry that the photos became public and said “it's unfair that female political candidates, both Republican and Democrat, face different standards from men.” (I say it, too.) Ball noted that during his campaign for U.S. Senate last year Massachusetts Republican Scott Brown received very little attention for the time he posed nude in Cosmopolitan magazine. "I do think it's sexist, and I do think I am being held to a higher standard as a young woman," Ball told a Richmond television station. "This is wrong and unfair." Already facing an uphill climb in the congressional midterms, the pictures could prove devastating to Ball's campaign in the largely rural district that has voted for consistently for Republicans over the past three decades. But Ball's campaign is gathering new attention thanks to the emerging scandal. (Breasticles: [email protected]) Wittman began calling early Wednesday for conservative bloggers to pull down the pictures, spokesman Casey Werderman said, saying Wittman would rather talk about jobs and the economy. "Rob is adamantly opposed to their display and we have asked that they be removed so that we can continue to discuss the issues important to the folks in the 1st District." 
General Elect Trick? 
The significance of communism and socialism in George Orwell's actual life is important to me...
I have always viewed General Electric as an untrustworthy and sinister corporation. Seriously!
And we all should wake up and recognize that MSNBC is a form of General Electric "mouthpiece..." 
no one has a snowball's chance in Hell of really getting an honest, complete, unbiased and fair report from MSNBC.
Not a chance!
MARCH 27, 2000 Why Were Government Propaganda Experts Working on News at CNN?FAIR 
Reports in the Dutch newspaper Trouw (2/21/00, 2/25/00) and France’s Intelligence Newsletter (2/17/00) have revealed that several officers from the US Army’s 4th Psychological Operations (PSYOPS) Group at Ft. Bragg worked in the news division at CNN’s Atlanta headquarters last year, starting in the final days of the Kosovo War. In the U.S. media, so far only Alexander Cockburn, columnist for The Nation and co-editor of the newsletter CounterPunch, has picked up on the story. Cockburn’s column on the subject is available at www.counterpunch.org.
 Not a Goddamned Chance! They laugh at us, and they laugh all the way to the bank! I watch MSNBC to find out what the big trending lies are, and to find out what the uninformed and dupes have been basically programmed to repeat. They are just as bad as FOX NEWS were at the "height" of the filthy, nasty, crude, foul George W. Bush Administration. Slicker, and less obvious.
But President Dwight D.Eisenhower basically said in his final speech "Look out! That's General Electric! They are the military-industrial complex and they are lying fucking snakes! They absolutely cannot be trusted! SNAKE! SNAKE! KILL THE SNAKE!!"

IT'S THEM, IT'S THEM lying to the world by simply not reporting the very worst actions and atrocities -- oh, and THEFTS of the secret-holocaust-perpetrating Military-Industrial-Complex.
DO YOU REALLY think General Electric and Rupert Murdoch give a stinking rat fuck what happens to average poor people? MSNBC are heading for a grievous public fall because of all the facts that they refuse to report on. 
Lying by omission is when a person leaves out important information or fails to correct a pre-existing misconception in order to hide the truth from others. “I didn't lie; I just didn't tell you.”Jul 22, 2020 What Is Lying By Omission And How Does It Harm ...

They just don't cover that! That is LYING VIA OMISSION, refusing to report on the topic and still insisting that we tune in and trust them!! http://www.thrivemovement.com/updates-cosmic-geometry-thrive-ii-liberty-and-more

I tune in to the universe of “Morning Joe” and other current MSNBC pundits; but I don't trust them.
EVERYONE who tunes in to MSNBC needs to understand that they are General Electric!
Shoeface Brian Williams? Scary Mika and Rachel? Alan Greenspan's waifu, for crying out loud!? 
They are the mouthpiece for the corporation that built THE ATOMIC BOMB!
Truths: it was an atomic, not nuclear explosive devic Iran and other countries have been attacked by nuclear weapons, as in all weapons utilizing de-legalized depleted uranium. 
GOD SAVE THE MUTANTS

this is what msnbc cover up when pretending to respect Hiroshima and Nagasaki. this is what those who imagine themselves informed by Morning Joe do not learn about or dismiss as conspiracy theory…
dismissing truth as conspiracy theory is pernicious nonsense...dangerous, counter-intuitive, counter-evolutionary INSANITY. it’s living a life with a foundation of bull shit.
If you consider yourself some sort of "liberal" and you watch MSNBC, I am not saying to tune out and stop watching: I am saying learn WHAT Mika Scarborough really has been all these years!
learn about the HISTORY of General Electric! Dwight D. Eisenhower warned the world about just what sort of cunning duplicity MSNBC and General Electric represents!
Pay attention to them when they laugh and nothing's funny.
PAY ATTENTION to that inappropriate laughter on MSNBC! That's the military industrial complex laughing at all the people who watch and don't see the military-industrial complex for the unnecessary evil that it is.
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MALADAY. Maladay occurs the fifth day of The Aftermath. It is dedicated to Malaclypse The Elder. So we must first count backwards on our fingers, and then figger out: What Happened on September 6, 2001? 


Witch Of These Men Is More Confused 
IN ALL THIS TIME, LITTLE HAS CHANGED 
REALITY IS THERE IS LITTLE TIME LEFT FOR SEN. COLLINS 
MSNBC ARE HEADING FOR A GRIEVOUS PUBLIC FALL BECAUSE OF ALL THE FACTS THAT THEY REFUSE TO REPORT ON.

Retrograde Planets Aug 2020 Neptune Pluto (what...you want MORE?)

Secretions of Greyface: CONGEALED!!

Elder Mal
High Priest Of Hekata, Eve and Kali




July 5, 1998: The Hollow Cost o’ Hell. In Memoriam: Reverend Doktor Boom-Boom Machizma 
Fifty Cups O’ Coffee And You Know It’s On
  
(The image could not be displayed because it contains Eeerish…shmeerish) - ~cat.chips circa 8/9/2020 
Dear G-d,
thanx for the LSD! We’ll look into it soon. Discordians U. K.
previous/next page in this hyperstack
http://cataleptik.deadjournal.com/2020/08/09/
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07:34 pm - taliszanna...
  


MALADAY. Maladay occurs the fifth day of The Aftermath. It is dedicated to Malaclypse The Elder. So we must first count backwards on our fingers, and then figger out: What Happened on September 6, 2001? 


Witch Of These Men Is More Confused 
IN ALL THIS TIME, LITTLE HAS CHANGED 
REALITY IS THERE IS LITTLE TIME LEFT FOR SEN. COLLINS 

Many miles away...pirate television. some might guess that pirate tv is pointless in an age where everyone has access. but it’s the spirit of illegal information, banned facts, samizdata.   
the booty just comes with the sweat! 

Why? Tanstaafl Productions And Projections? 
Heinlein describes in TMIAHM the philosophy of "Rational Anarchist" in the same volume that “Randites” are mentioned...only one time... In the text, "Rational Anarchists" believe that the concepts of “State,” “Society,” and “Government” have no existence but for the "acts of self-responsible individuals,” yet, concede in a climactic argument in the first volume that this is not a universal belief.  The desires for personal and collective liberties are balanced by the rationalization that some form of government is needed, despite its flaws.
Hey, it’s a boy! We’ll name him Chip Knowing this fact, a Rational Anarchist "tries to live perfectly in an imperfect world". 
HEINLEIN. When challenged by the Communist Female principal character in the story, (who then goes on to marry the skilled technician protagonist, the Rational Anarchist character replies, "In terms of morals there is no such thing as a 'state'. Just people...individuals. Each responsible for his own acts. I am free, no matter what rules surround me. If I find them tolerable, I tolerate them; if I find them too obnoxious, I break them! I am free, because I know that I alone am morally responsible for everything that I do." 
Visionary  "Only the free-wheeling artist-explorer, non-academic scientist philosopher, mechanic, economist poet who has never waited for patron-startering and and accrediting of his coordinate capabilities holds the prime initiative today. If anthropos are to continue as successful pattern-complexes function in universal evolution, it will be because the next era/age will have witnessed the artist/scientists’ spontaneous seizure of the prime design responsibility and their successful conversion of the total capability of tool-augmented man from killing to living.” R. Buckminster Fuller
 
“indiepublic” became “IndiePublic PLUS” April 2, 2018, the day that Google Plus was shut down by the Facebook Conspiracy. Same mascot, however.
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August 3rd, 2020
09:03 pm - attn: lurkaton well, i wanted to be friends. tried.instead, i wound up becoming a critic of a chinese game that tries to pass itself off as japanese.
it's so important, because of the world today, the conflicts that are basically internecine. pitting french against german, japanese against chinese...all so stupid. so many emergency flaws. but look at the importance of the subject matter, lurkaton!
the big failure is the sweeping ambition of the networking, because while they set up everything to make "friends," it's actually impossible to make real friendships with that game. i weep for all the desperately isolated Chinese players who pass non-clues back and forth, compare copies of the same exact and completely NON-personalizable characters...
seven million downloads when i gave up at level forty. but you know something? the best part, the crisis of Infection that grips the entire Terrasphere, spot on, great, deep thinking for May 2020. especially given our cold-hearted and greed-oriented governments and medical systems that, at best, do an imitation of caring. but these "doctors" and "scientists" are not healers in our world, lurkaton; they are money getters, power brokers, not healers, but money getters in klan robes. they ought to wear the dunce caps, too.
if i didn't understand japanese with some fluency, a lot of these details might slip by me, lurkaton! love, cataleptik.
postscript
despite nationalistic saber-rattling and divide and conquer attempts from (basically) every nation: there is a Chinatown in Nagasaki.
Chinese and Japanese nationals hang out together and like -- love -- each other a lot. just like in Haifa, Israel, where Christians, Jews and Arabs of many faiths hang out together, commiserate, pray and worry no matter how many cold-hearted strategic and arrogantly condescending money-getters want to present a mere myth that no one can ever get along.
one may google the term "arrogant doctors" and find all sorts of horror stories, even KevinMd where one doctor himself wonders why so many doctors are so fucking arrogant?
into this real world is thrust the idea that a Doctor can be a hero. at least, we got to share that.
i am not bothered, because Dojinshi is not a Chinese word, and that is something that Yostar is going to have to accept. Dojinshi is neither a Chinese word nor a Chinese concept, and after the app we enjoyed is buried and crushed beneath the weight of so many other apps that neither hog RAM nor demand all one's time for almost no payback - anti-intellectual money getters will be too stifled with conditioned, stupid envy to solve one problem in the actual world.
but writers, writers who are not limited by otaku mental illness like Hayao from studio ghibli and myself will be able to really reach beyond barriers of disbelief and inspire people. it was not obvious that such was i was about.
but it will be, later. if you see me, lurkaton, i hope you identify yourself. i hope you remember me.
how many cataleptic doctors do you know?
still there were steps forward, steps back. In Tienanmen
Square at the close of the 1980s people were outraged
and screamed, demanding what they thought was
"democracy".
But they got the same form of
Constitutional Republic system that had dominated the
American Continent, north and south, as well as many
other nation-states all over the globe from Manila to
Nairobi.
The Capitalists lied and attempted to create a bogey -
man in socialism. the capitalists kept the majority of
people busy doing mind numbing slave labor for
subsistence wages, and calling it "work" -- it was
slavery for a unit of currency that had a relative value
easily manipulated by the dodgiest and most cruel of
economic sadists behind closed doors.
using people's cultivated and conditioned ignorance they claimed in the
1980s that socialism was a monster that the greatness of
capitalism and its proud military - industrial complex
had defeated.
they were lying: and socialism was beneath
its core of rhetoric exactly identical to capitalism:
it was a system for continued policing aggression and
enslavement of millions: using their energy to fund and
galvanize a military policing system that covered most
of the world and had its sights set on space in nineteen eighty-nine. Current Mood: bitterly Current Music: MSNBCIA
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July 31st, 2020
05:25 pm - this is hoe i'm "voting"

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July 29th, 2020
02:52 pm - esoteric eschatologians
There is a wonderful new edited volume on eastern Christian mysticism written in honor of Alexander Golitzin. Andrei Orlov, Golitzin’s student, arranged the volume which is now published by Brill in the Supplements to Vigiliae Christianae. An article that I wrote and presented at an Enoch Seminar a few summers ago appears: “Traumatic Mysteries: Pathways of Mysticism among the Early Christians.” It represents a retrospective and summary of my opinion about the subject of early Christian mysticism and eschatology. It was an honor for me to give this article to Alexander whom I met at the SBL conferences in the early years of the Jewish and Christian Mysticism group (now Mysticism, Esotericism, and Gnosticism in Antiquity). I remember his contributions to the work of our group being both critical and heartfelt, a combination I truly appreciated and found inspiring. Charles Gieschen, Silviu Bunta, and James Russell also offer new articles on apocalypticism and mysticism.
Theophany and transf ormation are subjects written about by Khaled Anatolios, John Behr, Charles Stang, Marcus Plested, Mikal De Valia, and John McGuckin.
The Jewish Temple and liturgy are taken up by Andrei Orlov, Robin Darling Young, Susan Ashbrook Harvey, and Bogdan Bucur. Pseudo-Dionysius, Plato, and Proclus are the subject of a number of other contributions by Istvan Perczel, Andrew Louth, Stephen Shoemaker, Michel Rene Barnes, and Sebastian Brock.
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July 27th, 2020
09:50 pm
in my past life i was [email protected]
“Bongo The Strange Ranter”
I’ll tell you about how I met the moles and Black Bloc sabateurs who took over anarcho-punk scenes in the 1990s. I’ll tell you how racists blatantly tried to bullshit everyone by pretending that there could be no racist women. I’ll tell you the stories because Karen is a cool name, and creation of a niche where Chauvinism can hide is the wrong way to approach Radical politics at any time, after 9/11 or in September, 2020.
The Independent Media Center (also known as Indymedia or IMC) is an open publishing network of activist journalist collectives that report on political and social issues. Beginnings were made in London and Sydney during the 1999 Carnival Against Capital then the first Indymedia Media Center was founded to report on the protests against the World Trade Organisational Ministerial Conference in Seattle. I personally became closely associated with the global justice movement, which criticized neo-liberalism and its associated institutions. But I severed my ties with the lumpenproletariat of the Indymedia organization for what comes down to aesthetic and personal considerations. (Most of them are amateur professionals. I am professional...I feel very strongly about receiving wages for labour.) In the early 2000s, the Indymedia network extended rapidly across the globe. Volunteer-run centers were set up all using the same software (which had been developed in Sydney), so the websites all shared a format which included an open publishing newswire and use of columns. In the 2010s, the number of centers declined. Reasons for the decline included the growth of corporate social networking sites, the institutionalisation of the global justice movement state repression and personal divergences among anarchistic artisans. ITEM! If I had been geeking with them at the AntiCapitalistConvergence of 10.2001, my gear would have been impounded. I was tipping a 40 and I watched as the geeks rushed to attack DC’s finest and most heavily armed at the ACC, several weeks after 9/11. They were NOT using the ARA tactics, they were being Poseur Geeks and they stank. I didn’t have my computers in with their flag.blackened pretentiousness (which was palely-monoethnic.) So my gear didn’t get impounded, leading to the crushing shutdown of flag dot blackened dot net.
When Communists and Socialists infiltrate and overwhelm our scenes they bring centralized parliamentary procedure and leaders, minibosses thinly disguised as “facilitator.” I am glad that the many geek failures of the Indymedia organization put such a fine point on what Nihilism is, what Totalitarianism and Crypto-fascism is, and what anarchism hasn’t been and never can be.
Several centers have been raided by law enforcement in the United Kingdom, United States, Italy and Germany. A slogan of the network was "Don't Hate the Media, Become the Media!" 
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